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in case i'll be blogging late again. i wish to say.. HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!!
any resolutions? hope you all will fufill them. have faith.
let me advertise. who wants to know more about Christ? come by my church someday. not forcing. but if you're willing, i'll bring you.
i learnt so many phrases. they're meaningful.
"if you dun come forward, God cant help you. You have to take the initatiative to step forward."
it's the same as studies. dun kept on saying that you dun understand. if you initiate to serious study your textbook, i believe you will understand.
cool phrase eh! =)
God will never judge people. He NEVER blames you. He will never say that you're stupid, or pig, or some other bad words. He'll see your goodness, not bad ones.
ok. i think that's enough said. hehe. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
come to think of it. i wanna tell dan this. dan and i talked about lesbian-meant-to-be thing. then i suddenly thought of the answer. although we cant imagine just being physically and emotionally close with a man, there'll be a time when we'll be.
He'll tell us when.
xoxoxoxo
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it's been some time since i post something.. well. let me start from the xmas day..
well.. i went to City harvest to watch their drama. it's nice. 7/10. but i like pastor Kong's preaching. i dont know why i was so moved by him all of sudden. and i walked forward to receive salvation.
yes, i have recieved Christ. surprising? i know. but i cant explain myself why either. many things rushes to my mind after the service. many many things. i cant even think properly.
after the service i went to my bro's gf's place for dinner. ate turkey for the first time. and the gf's parents were looking at me eating it. i wonder why. am i the star of the dinner now? it's weird lah. although im the "sua ku", they dun have to look at me eat mah. im a shy person after all.
-blush-
boxing day was xinli's birthday! what a great girl she is. im so glad to have found her. her laughter is forever infectious lah. and she loves the present that jas, me, sl and drea gave. (we passed her the present on 29th.) she was jumping like mad. "wah!!!!!! mickey mouse!!!!" the whole school is full of her joy. what a mad woman she is. but she's loved by us. that's great isnt it. smiles.
sometimes it's good to see your friends smile because of a small token. it'll just make you feel happy. dun you think so?
i find it weird leh. the day before the salvation, i was complaining/talking bad about the service to xinli. then suddenly i recieved salvation. what a miracle.
i am so curious about Him. till sometimes when i asked questions, the answers will never satisfy me.
Thank You.
PS: sorry sis, that i've been ignoring and stuffs. happy working!!
xoxoxoxo
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
i am not vain. i just love myself. it's good to love oneself isnt it? hmph. -stares at yvette-
by the way.. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
-dance like chicken little-
what a day for xmas eve. i went to simlim to get my wireless gateway power adapter. unable to bargain and that sucks. hmph. i dunno how to bargain lah. someone teach me please!
i am glad that XL accompanied me to simlim and everywhere. we ate ice cream together. ice cream = heaven ! cause i know i wont have the chance to eat with my dear. cause i'll be controlled. hahahaha.
i smsed almost everyone in my contact list today. quite fun. though 50% of them never reply me. but whatever. i LOVEEEE mass sms-ing. i just want to keep in touch with everyone. -smiles-
wears a santa hat and walk off.
hohoho!
xoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
honestly. i haven send out xmas card yet. i dunno what's the point of doing that lehhh. but i know a few will be sending to me. cause im nice and popular. heehee.
bestfriend ah. you slowly wait for me to die ok? WAIT hor.
i tell you. photoshop is fun lah i swear. shall show you all some. heehee.
please dun faint. no one will drag you to doctor's.
i just started this photoshop thing not long ago. i used macromedia fireworks. so fun. there's loads things for me to explore. but my creativity is limited leh. nvm. shall squeeze all the juices soon.
xoxoxoxo
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
there's this japanese movie called Be With You. it's fucking nice i swear. i watched it again in VCD this afternoon. i cried again. it's silly to cry in a movie. but nvm. this movie made me believe that if a couple is meant to be with each other. they will be together. against all odds. against all obstacles. against death.
yesterday we finally met up. i've upset you again. sorry.
i realise. i have to put a pretty girl in my friendster profile sia. before i put my main picture in friendster. the number of people viewed is 8. later at night.. it became 60. WTF. so high! what can u conclude from here?
hmm.
i wanna hold you in my arms forever. you're the best i ever have.
101%
xoxoxoxo
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Friday, December 16, 2005
maybe i am possessive. sighs. i didnt know i can go to such extent of possessiveness. it has never happened in the past. never.
was in some practical class yesterday. and i was distracted somehow. cause i was talking to my best girl and praising her about her dressing. i've been waiting for that very day. the day has finally come! she's just pretty lah. no more jeans, but skirts. no more giordano, but nice tops. =))
hohohohohohoho.
but she said she wears that because she went to attend some wedding.. =_="
oh oh. since i was distracted, i did that "THE SKY IS FALLING" thing in my blog. the words are shaking! im a great drama king. -smiles to myself-
Be proud of being gay! (learnt this from kiro.)
xoxoxoxo
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
that mad woman beside me is NG xueying. she forced me to take so many pictures can!? cause the neoprint shop was closed after watching the chicken little movie. so we took these OPENLY in bugis MRT. i was so paiseh lah. i dunno where xueying got her thickskin-ess from. but nvm. i look good in some! thanks xue!
chicken little movie is nice! though people say it's not good and stuffs, but whatever. the cuteness just take over the weird story line. it's like war of the worlds + signs + princess diaries + disney kind of movie. but it's okay. chicken little is so CUTE! =D
oh. recently just got this website. remember the two chinese guys who recorded their video with backstreet boy songs? haha. they have a blogger! they're from guangzhou leh!
http://twochineseboys.blogspot.com/
xoxoxoxo
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
feedback on my school's most-frequently-used website. MEL.
"December 8 2005, 12am. why i cant connect to the website? if maintenance of MEL is every so often, i dun think students should submit their assignments through MEL."
i know my angmoh not that good lah. but whatever lahs. im supposed to submit my assignments by tmr. now they give me these crappy thing. after a while, the website wrote this:
Internal Server Error
Contact the system administrator.
tmd. so after all their OFTEN maintenance - disruptions - their server is still down. maintenance for what shit man.
i realise i haven been talking to the special one* for three nights already. as in really talk that kind. sighs. absence made feelings grew fonder. (somethng liddat).
AEON FLUX rocks. oh my. you should see her with very little clothing. so hot! -melts-
(( thanks jie. for watching movie with me and sushi-ing with me. had fun!))
btw. jie lost to me in that arcade hockey TWICE. loser. lols.
dance like chicken little
xoxoxoxo
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Friday, December 02, 2005
One last dance with you
Even though what we have is strong
Both of us know that we've done wrong
You could lose everything
Need to give it up
Just one last dance with you
For all the moments that we shared
All the lies they don't compare
You gotta go back to him, and I realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
One last dance with you
So hard to find the words to say
But I can't see any other way
Girl you've risked everything
Time to give it up
Just one last dance with you
And though it breaks my heart to leave
We both know it's time to let it breathe
You gotta go back to him, girl I realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
So many times we tried to hold back
We been here before now girl
And it feels so cruel, yeah
A million tears won't change the fact that
I find it hard to play the game
When I feel like i'm the one to blame
But I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
And make our peace with god
I know it's the right thing to do...yeah
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i like this song. very meaningful. -reflects-
xoxoxoxo
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maybe because im cute and hot. CONTINUE teasing me lah!
now im having my IN2 lecture. talking about some kind of network stuff. yawns.
i talked to a friend of mine yesterday. he told me about his plan after poly. im amazed by it. he planned for his future so well. he participated in many activities in school liao leh. he gave me a feeling that he'll be successful. well, shant reveal much. all the best to him. =D
"I tried to find the perfect line to make you mine, sweetheart, but after searching all I could come up with was this look in my eyes and your hand in mine, and the words, will you be mine?"
[[ dan: maybe i should date you. muahahahaa! -kicks kiro away- ]]
xoxoxoxo
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