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Baby不要再哭泣 这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤 痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 还欠你的我不能
给别把我心也带走 去跟随
每一次和你分开 深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白
Translation:
Baby don't need to cry This scene is very familar
Tightly hold your hands both of us don't want to let go
Everytime want to say out But rather keep the silence
Give me one minute to focus To appreciate your beauty
Happiness accompany sadness Crossing my heart the same time
Tears of failure can't test the weight of love
Love given out can't be take back What I owe you can't give you
Don't take my heart away Go follow you
Everytime seperate with you Deeply defeated by you
Everytime I need to give up your gentle The pain is hard to get over
Everytime seperate with you Everytime kiss you good-bye
Love's taste at this moment I totally understand
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love this song tons. im going off at 9.15pm! gdbye frens. =D
will reply the comments next time.
xoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
im flying to jakarta on thursday night. and i'll be back on tuesday late afternoon.
so i wish everyone an early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
happy shin~nen to everyone!
anyways. i wanna write some stuffs to my friends.
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Dearest jie,
thanks for everything that you've done for me. remember how you helped me in my O levels? thanks for giving me the drive and determination. thank you for supporting me. i will never forget it. i wanna repay you.
i want you to know Him. maybe it'll be a unforgettable experience? you must see it for urself sis. i USED TO tell myself that i will never be christian. cause every religion has their own beliefs. but why did i changed? it's not peer influence. it's because im touched by Him. and i am glad. i never regret anything.
i am thankful that i am a child of God! so i hope you'll come and see it for yourself.
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Dearest hh,
thanks for giving in to me. you know me too well already lah. once you said that i dun like to lose. i realise how stubborn i can be. i know i never listen to you at all. i know i always make you listen to me. but then hor, listen to me got wrong meh???
you dun believe that i fast 6am - 6pm. WELL i did okay! andrea doesnt believe me, she thinks that it's psychology. i believe that it's strength from God. i know food is VERY VERY VERY important to me. i cant skip meals one. i know i die die must take some food for breakfast or lunch. but i prove all of you wrong, i fasted two times already.
and tmr im going to fast again. believe me, i will do it. HAVE FAITH!!
if i am able to do the impossible, why cant you?
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Dearest Zhenying (cg leader)
your words are so powerful and inspirational. you're a great example for me to follow. im so glad that you talked to me on the phone that night. cause i thought that you'll be too busy to actually give me a call. hehe. i'm lucky to be led by someone like you. domo arigato!
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Dearest Szeying
thanks for sharing the word of God and testimonies of fellow bros and sis with me. your SMSs and conversations gave me encouragement to handle my walk with God. i am grateful that you called me every now and then. im glad that you're around to clear my doubts. thank you!
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Dearest act-cute friend
she's the one who is said to be the COLDEST in the cell group. -laughs-
thanks for bringing me to experience Him. i am so thankful! and behold! you're not fat. just meaty. get that straight and clear okay. stop saying that you're fat. it is so wrong to think negative about yourself!
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Dearest N282,
am so glad to know all of you as my brothers and sisters. such a huge family we are. hope to know each and everyone of you better.
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Dearest David
hey dude, all the best in everything you do. thanks for sending me church songs when i need it so badly. muahahahahahah! happy slacking in NS!
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dearest xl, drea, suangan, sl, jason
muahaha! do wait for the keropok from indonesia! please continue to blow the coldest air to the environment. all of you never fail to cheer me up. thank you thank you thank you!
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to all the friends that i haven been talking to for the longest time,
meet up soon! and miss me please! =x
i shall proclaim this blog entry as the most meaningful post of my blogging history!
xoxoxoxo
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Monday, January 23, 2006
I LOST MY PENCIL CASE LAST WEEK! sounds stupid. but dun laugh. no one's suppose to laugh lah okay.
i know i having been blogging/sharing. but seriously, if you see your darling friends not believing in what you believe, it's really upsetting lehs. i dun want them to go beneath. i want them to have eternal life with God.
is it really that difficult?
anyways. life has been really busy for me. i have to settle down sia. i realise i haven been doing well in my japanese class. i haven been doing laundry. i haven been organised. arguements cropped out. but ah wells. i will stay strong!
anyways, just finished watching victoria's secret. hot! =D
xoxoxoxo
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
so cool to see my friends online together in MSN. and guess where were we? we're in lecture. and we're so bored. so we chatted. hehehe. naughty us. but hey! it's so rare that all of us are online together mah. 6 of us . we rock !
xoxoxoxo
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when i think back. i realise my life in 2006 is very lucky. in the beginning of the year. i already have a new notebook and a new bag and nice pink top. what a nice beginning for me. i thank Him for blessing me. i thank my family for blessing me too.
sometimes i was too busy to have a quiet time. but busy is an excuse. i've been facing the tv and my notebook. actually i can make use of that time to have a quiet time. but i am glad that He is still with me. Hallelujah!
xoxoxoxo
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
i went shopping today! i went to nike to buy my first pink top. my friends say it looks good on me. ah wells. shall trust them.
i wanna buy clothes for new year!
thank God for consoling me when i felt insecure. thank Him for blessing me.
xoxoxoxo
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Friday, January 06, 2006
this new laptop rocks! guess what guys! i've got a new laptop! yes! it's dell inspiron 650m. 14"1 de. wee. and it's lighter. and cooler! not as hot and heavy as the old one. heehee. im so excited! God is blessing me. blessed me with a laptop. praise the lord!
xoxoxoxo
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beware! someone's peeping at you in the campus!
no lah. basically my friend was talking on the phone. then i took a pic of him. i didnt expect that his "pose" looked like a tiko peeping at girls. so i put here loh. hope he dun mind. =/
please dun arrest him. he was only talking on the phone. =(
xoxoxoxo
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
had AEL test today. it sucks lah. i am so unsure of my answers now. darn. but what's the use of talking about it now. =(
david will be sending me christian songs soon. yeah! i've been hoping to have that for ... a few days? wee. david rocks now.
i dunno why my ganjie is not reading my blog already. what's wrong with religion? ah wells.. im glad im still talking to her. =D
yesterday i went to paradiz to study with friends. met up with ex colleague's over there. so happy to see them. they are so fun to be with. then on the way to ps, i saw wendy aka bubu. woah. she's changed so much. more cool than ever. glad to see so many people that day. -smiles-
everything's going on pretty well. Praise the Lord!
xoxoxoxo
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
today many things happened in my life. i am so grateful today. this morning i went for service. luckily my mom didnt scold me. praise the Lord!
during the service, Pastor Kong mention some phrases which we should follow.
1) Dont look back at the old sins.
Once the Lord has forgiven you, he has already forgotten your sins. Lord will take your guilt away. Once He forgive, He will really forget.
2) Dont look back at the old defeats that let you down.
Pastor mentioned about famous people who were being defeated, but they stood strong. that's why they are who they are today. Michael Jordan is one of them.
3) Dont look back at the old conflicts that make you bitter.
God is positive. Release your bad habits, and He will let go. God has more faith in you than you having faith in yourself. (totally true!) The key to forgiveness is the ability to forget.
4) Dont look back at old victories and think you have arrived.
There's always more. The end of the thing is better than the beginning. Look up to the Lord, and know that you have a great purpose with life!
(This is the part when i felt very inspired. Cause i've been slacking in my studies. maybe i am proud. maybe i've become lazy. or maybe because i thought it'll be easy for me to be where i am last semester again. but the way that i see myself now. it seems like im not going to score well. i want to tell my dad that i can do it. he's so proud of me now. i never want to let him down. this is something to show him that his money is well-spent. investments on me are worth it. i will do well father! )
Believe.
anyways. i think my blog will be more about Christ now.. dear friends, if you dun like it.. sorry.. i am saying what is happening to my life. i wanna share with everyone. imagine a person like me teared like &%$# in the service today.
anyways. later went to dad's birthday dinner. i was so happy! praise the Lord!
happy new year everyone!
xoxoxoxo
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