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i am going overseas soon. on friday morning. and it's not indonesia ok. why does everyone thinks that im going back indonesia. lols. i felt afraid all of sudden. at first i was glad, cause i can spend time with parents and have holidays with them after 4-5 years? as friday comes nearer, i felt afraid. afraid that my walk with Him will not be strong. friends encouraged me not to be afraid. continue walking and never give up. zhenying told me not to be afraid. cause if i am afraid that it'll come true, it'll come true. i have to take a step of faith and pray. i must not be afraid.
my dad just bought me a camera a few days ago! Canon Ixus 60! i like it! the reason he bought it is because he wants me to take photos while in vacation. muahaha. thank you daddy!!
going to move house very soon! i dun want to stay in bukit batok for certain reasons. am going to look for hdb flats for rent. near redhill/tiong bahru. =D
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
i dunno if this person will read this blog. but i am going to say it out anyways. although i hear the situation only from one-side. although problems always come from two persons. but seriously, dont you think you should actually listen to your parents. at least, abit loh. how could you say you dun want your mother already. please honor your parents. they have brought you up for more than 20 years. you and your partner together for four years. do you know the hardship of bringing up a child? do you know.. they love you so so so much, and you love them lesser than they love you? do you know.. you depend on them so so so much (when you're little), while they dun depend on you? look at financial. look at providing. look's who's being selfish.
honor your parents.
i thought you believe in superstitions? though i dun believe it. but your in-laws believe in that! -.- it is no good for her to be OUTside of the ballroom.
right things: you have to do it, even though you dun like it.
honor your parents.
learn to control your feelings. anger is an emotion that is in your control. if you're easily bad-tempered, you just have to control. =)
i went out with my parents today. we had lunch together, shopped together, walked together, talked together, held hands naturally. Thank You. i had a great great GREAT time with my parents. cherished the moments. they are leaving on sunday again. they are away so many times. i sometimes asked myself why i never cherished them before. when they are always in singapore. when they are always right here with me. they asked me so many times to go out with me, i just simply reject them. maybe it's because, i never felt how precious they are.
they were so happy that i went out with them today. they told me it's rarely that they shopped till 5pm. usually they will just go home by 3pm. i am happy myself. i am feeling family love now.
-smiles- what a family breakthrough!!!!!!
anyhows, someone msged me in the afternoon today. i was surprised you know. didnt really expect her to talk to me after a major, majorer, majorest, fierce, fiercer, fiercest arguement in our friendship. but i am glad! really glad. will ask u out real soon! since you're working, we can have lunch together. and i dun want tanglin mall anymore please. horrible place. i want.....
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
be strong, my friend. everyone is trying hard too. everything takes time to become better. apparently, as for yours, it'll take a little bit longer. not only you are putting in the effort. someone else is putting in the effort too. maybe because lack of communication in the past number of years, that's why it'll take some time.
although we haven been talking much these days, i really want you to know that i really care for you. no matter what happens, i will be here to listen to your cry, your sorrows, your complains, and of course, your whines. i also wanna listen to your success, your joy, and your accomplishment. all in all, i wanna be your friend.
not only just a friend, but a really close friend.
i believe all these years that we've been together, you saw changes in me. sometimes (or maybe most of the times) i never listen to your advices. sometimes i ignore you. sometimes i made you angry. but still you gave in to me. you still talk to me. you're always there for me. you console me whenever i am down, you cheer me up when i'm down, you are REALLY always around whenever i need your help. now i wanna do the same to you. not because of "repay", but because you're my friend.
i am so glad to have known you for so many years. you are the only one who i can talk very openly with. remember you said that i am your best friend? did you know that i was so touched by that two little words? cause when we were sec 2, you said we were just close friends. little did we know, now when we're in poly, where timetables are never the same, where project deadlines are ever so frightening, we are still this close. we met up once in a while to have lunch together. or to see each other's face.
the best SHIP is the friendSHIP between you and me. we are better than Titanic! trust me. Titanic can sink, but we will NEVER sink. NEVER. nothing will ever sink our SHIP.
Be strong my dear. you are doing well so far. jia you!
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im so happy today! my cg leader has publicised our cell group's blog! everyone likes it. everyone said "Woah!".
all of you must look at it.
http://n282.blogspot.com
this is something i must link in my blog. heehee.
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i spent loads of time doing this blog sia. there's one time when i really feel like giving up. but seriously, once i looked at the blog, i have the drive to continue again. cause i dun want to let Him down. He gave me so many ideas to do the blog. as you can see, this blog template is TOTALLY not my type lahs. come on, look at my blog now man. it's plain and simple. that's what i like. but look at my CG blog! it's really not my work. i thank Him for giving me all these ideas of doing the blog. it's like.. while i was staring blankly at the laptop, suddenly ideas just whooooosh! through my mind. "do this, do that." Woah, it's THE wonderful moment. i am glad that all my cg members like it. smiles.
psst. thanks saren for giving ideas.
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this is the making of the blog. click on the images to enlarge them.
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FINALLY!!!!!!!!!
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i wanna share this picture with everyone. i created this picture with Macromedia Fireworks. hope you'll like it.
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I will remember all the Great things You've done for me. Thank you, Father!
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
seriously, jie ah. if someone were to crap something out of this passage. that will be stupid isnt it. but the point is that. that passage is to tell you to bring the lost kid to police. not some weird house lah. but come to think of it. if the policemen is fake one how... so in conclusion, bring to the police STATION!
troublesome BAD people nowadays. -shake head-
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
She was just discharged from the hospital........
Today after office hours, I heard from my friend's sister-in-law that there is a new way to rape women It happened to one of her good friends.
The girl left the office after working hours and saw a little child crying by the road side.
Feeling pity for the child, she went and ask what happened. The child said, "I am lost. Can you take me home please?"
Then the child gave her a slip and tell the girl where the address is.
And the girl, being an average kind person, didn't suspect anything and took the child there.
And there when it arrived the "child's home", she pressed the door bell, yet she was shocked as it the bell was wired with high voltage, and fainted.
The next day when she woke up, she found herself in an empty house up in the hills, naked. She has never even get to see the face of the attacker...
That's why nowadays crimes are targeted on kind people
Next time if the same situation occurs, never bring the child to the intended place. If the child insist, then bring the child to the police station.
Please send this to all your female friends.
(extra note: Guys, please tell your mom, your sister, your wife and your girlfriends too!)
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got this from a forwarded email. what is with rapists these days. sighs.
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
my goodness. i haven been updating my blog. hmm. well. let me see. i went to sentosa with hwee, her sister and a fren, called Zelig, yesterday. interesting name he has eh. we went cycling over there. Zelig taught me how to cycle. but i still dunno how to cycle lah! i sat on the two seater bicycle with Zelig and Hwee alternatively. guess what. in the end of the day, my butt aches. till NOW, my butt still ache. sulks.
today's the second week of my 2 month holidays, jialat. time flies so quickly. i better find a job soon. =(
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